Saturday, January 31, 2015

Book Review: Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

Mrs. Bennet is a mother of five daughters. She is keen to get her daughters married. Always in search of men for her daughters, she comes across two rich young men, Mr .Bingley and Mr. Darcy. 

Mr. Bingley friendly in nature and Darcy is too proud as every one notices him to be. Mr. Darcy meets Elizabeth Bennet and gets shocked by her family's behavior while Mr Wickham is believed to be true gentlemen whom Mr. Darcy has wronged. Relations between Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth take a new turn when many new things come to surface.

On the other hand Wickham’s real face is exposed as Elizabeth finds out more about Mr. Darcy's pride.

Friday, January 30, 2015

Book Review: The Gilgit Game by John Keay


The Gilgit game is a book about the exploration of Dardistan and of its virgin lands, by the hands of the British Empire. 

Dards were neither Indians, nor Tibetan nor of Turkish stock of Central Asia. Dardistan had various regions governed by different rulers. Strategically it had and still has an importance as many routes through this land are conducive for trade, business and military purposes. The British saw this area as a vacuum. For them this vacuum could either be a threat and in that case defense was the priority. 

The British and Russians wanted Dardistan to be part of their empires and for both of them it was a bone of contention now. John Keay, author of the book at many instances presents the reader with the exact text which the old travelers had recorded during their stay in the region. 

This gives one an insight to the geographical discoveries which were treated as top secret by the British Empire. Military expeditions were bluffed as geographical expeditions; the great game was being played in this part of the world as geographers and travelers visited this region.

Book Review: The AKRSP- A Journey Through Grassroots Development by Shoaib Sultan Khan

Writen by Shoaib Sultan Khan,this book basically gives an account of events leading to the intiation of AKRSP in Pakistan.Khan who had previously worked with international development agencies was now called to explore one of the most remote and inaccesible regions in Pakistan. He had experience in working to improve the livelihoods of people of different regions. This involved many projects in the underdeveloped world. His experience of work included the Daudzai project, visit to Japan and Srilanka. Now he has been given the responsibilty to start a project in Northern Areas of Pakistan under the umbrella of AKDN.

Khan has stated the community development principles of Akhter Hameed Khan, who he proudly calls his mentor. At many instances he explains the difficulties encountered at different projects he had managed. The operational level details and the structure of AKRSP are thoroughly explained so that the grass root level involvement in the community development projects is easily shown. This participatory approach of development in rural areas could be followed by other community based organizations and international NGO’s to increase the success rates of projects and practice sustainable development.

Book Review: Barack Obama Our 44th President by Beatrice Gormley

Barack Obama our 44th President gives the reader an outlook of Barrack Obama’s life. It reflects upon Obama’s early life as a child, as a student at Harvard, as how rose to the position of President of United States. Highlighting Obama’s life in Hawaii, Indonesia and US, the author explains the discrimination against the blacks, which was itself a subject of interest for Obama.


Working as a community organizer in the slums of Chicago shows his keen interest in social issues and activities on the community level. This book gives brief accounts of other various occasions in Obama’s life until he rose to the post of president of US.

Book Review: The Iron Wall-Israel and the Arab World by Avi Shlaim

Avi Shlaim's book gives the reader an insight to the creation of the so called state of Israel, which has still survived for more than 60 years after its creation, despite the several wars with the Arab world. 

The Zionist foundations are highlighted, who claim living in the sacred land of Israel, to be their indigenous right .It further gives details of the leaders involved in the negotiations held at various points in Middle East. The role played by the Americans in appeasing the Israeli demands has also been mentioned, such as the case of the establishment of the nuclear plant in Israel. 

Israel on the other hand wanted to create a nuclear arsenal in order to gain a grip over the Middle Eastern states. The leaders of Israel felt threatened and somewhat wanted to be secure, so that events such as the holocaust never repeat again in history. 

The Israeli’s had developed conventional weapons and an air force which had raided Palestinian strong hold territories many times. American aid to Israel was another factor which showed their interest in developing better relations with Israel .Israel’s internal planning regarding its intelligence and bureaucracy has also been discussed. Events have been covered from the forcing of Palestinians to renounce their will to live in their own land, to the neighboring countries have also been highlighted. The reader gets a complete account of the Arab-Israel relations over the years and the ups and downs during those years.

Book Review: You Can Excel in Times of Change by Shad Helmstetter

This book is basically an attempt by the writer, to force upon the reader the importance of change in an indivual’s life. 
He explains the practical steps to overcome the problems which any change can bring along with it.The change could be in any form. It could be regarding one’s health, education, job, relationship and any other kind of loss. 
Accepting change, and dealing with it positively has been stressed upon .The plan involved in tackling the change efficiently is in itself a positive step towards dealing with the change.

 At various places, in the book questionnaires have been given in order to evaluate oneself and make one adjust much better to the evolving changes.

Book Review: Some Questions on Feminism and Its Relevance in South Asia by Kamla Bhasin, Nighat Said Khan

This forty six page book highlights the role of women in our society. In addition to that it informs the readers about the neglected women in the society as a whole. It answers different questions about feminism.

Freedom, equality and independence are the topics under discussion in this book reagrding women. At places it compares man and woman, according to their responsibilities and part played in our society. 

At one instance, it informs the reader that a male can also be a feminist. Reference to ancient historical, cultural and religious accounts has been stated, such as the role of church in Europe. And practices in Hindu religion, forcing women to sacrifice her for the sake of traditions have also been stated. It tries to enforce on the reader that women should be provided with more rights.

Book Review: Talks of Akhter Hameed Khan

This Eighty-five-page book outlines the dialogue sessions that took place between Akhter Hameed Khan and the NRSP staff. AHK shares his own experiences in the field of rural development ranging from the Orange Pilot project in West Pakistan and Comilla project East Pakistan. 

At various places he mentions and explains the problems faced by various community development projects mostly in the developing world. In Pakistan’s case, he compares and contrasts the reasons of failure for some projects. 

 Relying heavily on foreign aid, according to him is basically the beginning of the end for the programs. Some factors of his life, such as his education have also been brought to the light. Accompanied by Shoaib Sultan Khan, Akhter Hameed responds to the questions of social organizers, regional managers of different areas. Problems ranging from micro finance to the construction of sewerage lines have been mentioned. 

His talks cover upon various themes including subject of agriculture, public administration, economics, microfinance, basic infrastructure and irrigation schemes in Pakistan. He included Urdu and Persian poetry at various instances in his talks while emphasizing on the need for improvement. The involvement of the local populace in the development of a region is what matters the most, which according to AHK is the only key to success.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Book Review: Nepal's Biodiversity and Protected Areas


The 1997 protected areas management workshop -Department of national parks and wildlife conservation with assistance of the UNDP

This book consisting of 73 pages is an outcome of workshop held in 1997 for the betterment in management of protected areas in Nepal. Accounts of various national parks in Nepal have been mentioned. 

Endangered mammals, reptiles, birds and their respective habitats have also been included in this book. The threats to these species in case of each national park have been brought to notice. Use of alternate energy solutions in these protected areas has been focused upon. The problems such as poaching of wild life are common to most of the areas. 

Furthermore solutions in ensuring overall management of parks has been stressed upon which would surely help in sustainable management of the protected sanctuaries. Especially the role of communities in implementing these nature protection programs will play a critical role in the coming future.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Book Review: State of the World 1993 by Lester Rubdown

This volume of state of the world reflects upon the critical relationship between environment and business around the world. Various themes have been gone through in this book, such as scarcity of water, energy in developing countries, gender gap in development, trade and environment and the indigenous people.

Every theme has been elaborated with examples of various regions, ranging from Americas to Asia. Problems such as air pollution, soil erosion and floods caused by deforestation, have been indicated as the threats to the sustainable economy .

Environmental audit and management have been considered as the key towards creating a balance between trade and environment. Towards the concluding pages of the book, government’s role in forming public policy and including the component of environment in it has been stressed upon.The role of various stake holders including governmental and non- governmental organizations should be encouraged and supported. Throughout the book there has been an effort by the author to stress emphasis on the need for sustainable development all over the world, especially in the third world where much of the industrialization is still to be done.

Book Review: Changing Perspectives on Forest Policy by Javed Ahmed,Fawad Mahmood

This book gives an overview of the state of forestry and forest policies in Pakistan. At relevant places examples of successful completion of projects are mentioned. It gives a view of the government and other stakeholders involved in the forestry activities in Pakistan. Stress has been given on the involvement of mafia and other elements that influence forest policies and activities. Environmental, social and economic benefits could be taken from the forests. It mentions the need for sustainable forest management plan, in order to avoid environmental degradation. Key figures and alarming indicators have been stated for the identification of gaps between the policy makers and the community involved in the process.

Book Review: World Wide Fund - Environmental Guide Book

While going through this 64 page handbook, I noticed that it is a very basic guide book, featuring environment related topics. The reader may be any one, starting from a school going child to a grown up of any age. 

Basically the book has been divided into 5 themes. Environmental problems have been highlighted and explained with examples, with special focus to Pakistan. 

The repercussion of these environmental problems on our surroundings is an eye opener for the common man. The “I can do it” attitude has been greatly appreciated in this regard. 

The importance of our environment has been stressed upon, meaning that a threat to our environment means a threat to the human race.

Critical Writing on Leo Tolstoy's How Much Land Does a Man Need

The physical surrounding is a country side where the land is vast and beautiful. It is situated in Europe. The land of Bashkir community seems to have a tribal setup. This time period is the 19th century in Eastern Europe where the Baskhirs live. It was a summer day with high intensity of heat as the protagonist felt the heat when he was ascending the hill.  

A peasant by the name of Pakhom travels in search of land to a country side where he is to meet a village elder. Here he negotiates with the village elder to buy some tract of land of the beautiful country side. A deal is finalized between them.

Pakhom starts his journey at dawn and has to make it to the starting point by sundown as per his agreement with the village elder. As Pakhom proceeds he is tempted to cover more land. He wishes to walk through more territory and he is promised to have the land which he marks on foot. Pakhom finally reaches the hill from where he started his journey. Exhausted and drained of all energy he could not even stand on his feet. He collapsed and died of exhaustion in front of the villagers. His death was marked by an ordinary grave dug out for him by his workers.

The village elder seemed a fool. In replying to Pakhom’s query the village elder said that all of the land on which Pakhom would walk would be given to him. Here this statement was a verbal irony as the village elder surely knew that Pakhom would not be able to complete his journey in time.

The narrator used foreshadowing by hinting that Pakhom was on an easy going journey and was to cover another three miles of the territory. Surely this shows that as the story would develop his greed for more land would also increase and would take him to any extent.
Pakhom is the major character involved whereas the village elder is the minor character. Pakhom is the protagonist in the story and the unnamed village elder is the antagonist. Pakhom is a dynamic character as the narrator explains aspects of this character steadily, ranging from his experiences of travelling to buy more land and the struggle on his walk as he is greedy for more land he wishes to buy on a very cheap price.

An external conflict develops between the main character Pakhom and the village elder. Pakhom who struggles to acquire more land thinks that Bashkirs would think that he is an idiot who did not keep his word by abandoning his journey. This also shows that how Pakhom in order to avoid embarrassment strives harder to get to the top of the hill. It depicts the traditional village social life which is a conflict between man and society.

Human beings are greedy in nature and are always tempted to gain more in any way possible. In our quest for wanting the best we as humans put our lives on the line and often end up with destroying ourselves. This theme is universal in nature as it reflects that every human being in this world would have an end. The theme of this story is brought to focus by the title of the story. The constant struggle on part of the protagonist to acquire more land makes him forget about the actual land needed for him. It is also a Marxist critique of literature as Marxism is against the hoarding of resources in a few hands, which in this case is the lust for ownership of more land on Pakhom’s part. In support of equality it criticizes man for his greed which is a cause of inequality in society.

The point of view is a 3rd person omniscient.

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Book Review: Ancient Futures by Helena Norberg-Hodge


The author Helena Norbeg-Hodge, a foreigner spent many of her years in Ladakh studying the ladakhi people, their culture, religion and their activities. She points out the difficulties which Ladakh is facing due to the increase in developmental activities. 

Furthermore she compares the past and the present conditions, mentioning the change in attitude, clothing and lifestyle of the youth. In addition to that she is very apprehensive about the ladakhi youth and stresses on the need to not forget one’s traditional customs especially in this particular case of Ladakh.


Importance has been placed on the family value system and the sense of togetherness in these remote communities of Ladakh. Environment related activities are highlighted and the use of alternate renewable energy resources is focused upon. For instance, the author shares her experiment of solar technology in the villages of Ladakh. Various rituals and customs are mentioned, which take place all year round. At last she stresses on the need to prevent the adulteration of Ladakhi culture, which shall be prevented in any case as it has its own uniqueness.

Critical Writing on Salman Rushdie's Midnight’s Children

The novel midnights children is written by Salman Rushdie who is enormously famous for writing Satanic verses which is mostly condemned by Muslims all over the world as Muslims regard it as a falsification and critique of their religion Islam and it’s Prophet.
Midnights children is one of the most well-known yet narrative stories that is contented by people all over the world. 

It is a novel based on from British colonialism to partition of India and is a great example of magical realism and postcolonial literature. It revolves around a character called Saleem Sinai who is also the narrator of this story. He tries to picture his childhood and all the little incidents that took place earlier in his life which moulds his identity and gives this story a brighter look.

Saleem Sinai was born in Bombay, at the stroke of midnight on 15th August, 1947.Along with him are the other one thousand children all born in the early hours of India’s independence. Saleem Sinai starts off with his family background introducing his grandfather Adam Aziz who is a doctor. Saleem Sinai describes of how in Kashmir in the early spring of 1915 his grandfather Adam Aziz hits his nose while attempting to pray and decides never to bow in front of God or any other person. Moving forward, Saleem describes of how his grandfather Adam Aziz checks a patient named Naseem (future wife of Adam Aziz) who complains of having headache and is covered with white sheet. Once the sheet is uncovered Adam Aziz gets a chance to see Naseem’s face at which point he falls in love with her.

Furthermore, Padma is an important character because she keeps on reminding Saleem to hurry up and finish the story. She is basically a voice of reason, loves Saleem and takes care of Saleem and cooks food for him. Later on in the story, it talks about Adam Aziz’s daughters, Mumtaz who falls in love with Nadir and Emerald who falls in love with Major Zulfiqar. Nadir leaves out a note for Mumtaz announcing a divorce. After a short time period, Mumtaz gets married to Ahmed Sinai and changes her name to Amina Sinai.

Apart from this, a major milestone occurs that is Saleem Sinai was switched at birth with Ahmed and Amina Sinai’s baby. In reality Saleem is Methwold’s son who is an Englishman and came to India for trade.Therefore, the above mentioned are some of the main characters introduced in the story that evolves around Saleem Sinai’s life.

However, in my opinion Rushdie has written this novel in a very descriptive manner making it not only difficult but hard to keep track of so many characters. A variety of characters emerge, disappear, and recur later on, so one constantly needs to go back and check who is who and how they are related. The sentence structure is extremely long which makes it detached with other paragraphs. The overall plot of the story is perplexed. Whereas, the writing style is narrative and wordings are easy to understand but the stretch of long sentences makes it difficult for a person to concentrate. In this story, there are a lot of irrelevant instances which crafts it to be longer and thus, becomes boring.

Rushdie has used unreliable and enormous information in his novel which relies on memory and undermines the traditional forms of history as a unity of recorded fact. I believe, our truth of understanding differs from others and how memory is shaped and recreated is a symbol of Saleem Sinai’s flawed narration and historical exposition which cannot be phrased as pure reality and authenticity at all times.

Moreover, the story is quite fascinating but too stretched that a person can lose focus and can get puzzled with so much of unnecessary detail. However, the writing style is solid and initially annoying in a way that seems almost purposeful, with repeated instances of the narrator trailing ahead to a point that he feels is significant but then, before revealing anything of importance, he decides that things must come in their proper order. In short there is a lot of disorganization between instances which makes it mystifying. I think this story is quite happening as there’s too much of dramatic events and at the same time too much of action.

Honestly, while reading this story I actually felt that it is a history book as it doesn’t seem relevant that whenever something big happens in history at the same moment something occurs in Saleem’s personal life. I feel Rushdie's writing is a broad, viscous disharmony of sensory inspiration. The overall surroundings, different languages, different religions and style of living of India’s culture came alive through Saleem’s style of narrating the story.

Therefore, to conclude, I believe midnights children is a book which is well researched and a good example of magical realism. I feel Salman Rushdie has written this story in a very intense and expressive way which makes you curious to know of what will happen in the next chapter. In each chapter there is some what a major turning in the story which makes it an interesting read. Not only this, but I think it’s a good example of post colonialism literature and about changes which occurred in the Indian subcontinent during or after the partition of Indian sub continent.

Book Review: Animal Farm by George Orwell

Animal farm, a satire written by George Orwell tries to portray the Bolshevik revolution of 1917 in the setting of an animal farm. Where the animals are considered to be enslaved by humans, as does the elite dominate the masses in the pre revolution society.Orwell sees failure on part of the farm animals as they thought of animalism as a complete form of system for the animals welfare. The communist society after the revolution also could not live up to the dream of the masses as it was supposedly thought of as a mechanism ending alienation in the masses. 

On the animal two characters Napoleon and Snowfield  dominate the scene throughout the novel. A revolution is brought about on a farm by the animals and humans are declared as roots of all evils. Napoleon and Snowfield begin to have conflict among themselves. Later on the animal farm is brought under the control of the animals as the master humans are kicked out of the farm by a successful animal revolt. 

The animal farm is now managed by the farm animals that put all their efforts to ensure the efficient running of the farm.In addition to that the pigs and dogs benefit their own selves through the introduction of various measures. Horses and sheep belong to the lower class. Napoleon glorifies himself through various sources of propaganda. Years after the authoritative control of Napoleon and the concentration of power in a few hands gives birth to many conflicts. Now the revolution which was brought about years ago is seen more skeptically. Napoleon now at last has started interacting with humans and provides excuses for every step that he takes against the ideology which was his own creation. He has now completely changed his practices by altering all the seven commandments. Furthermore his utopian vision of the common good and satistfaction has withered away the hopes of the animals on the farm.

Book Review: The Wandering Falcon by Jamil Ahmad



                                               
Jamil Ahmad's novel revolves around a character named Tor Baz who wanders in the tribal areas of Pakistan adjoining the Afghan border. The narrator tells us about different stories which are loosely linked with each other. In some stories Tor Baz comes to surface and in others he is underground. This novel highlights the stories of the physical disadvantaged tribal areas of Pakistan.

People living in these areas live under harsh conditions bound by custom,traditions and the strict tribal code. The social structure of the area is such complex that it seems as an alien land to an outsider with difficulty in understanding the social fabric. As an orphan child Tor Baz becomes an informer,a guide and a pimp. His journey through the lawless land with strict rules and codes takes the reader through an amazing journey of hardships and perseverance of the individuals living in these areas.


Book Review: The Autobiography of Malcolm X


The Autobiography of Malcolm X introduces the reader to the Black Nationalist leader of America. Malcolm X fought for the rights of black people in America when they were being persecuted on racial grounds. He himself was an example of the poor socio-economic conditions of the black population. 

Events have been reflected upon, leading from his early childhood when he lost his father through the hands of Ku Klux Klan, to his performing the Hajj ritual in Kindom of Saudi Arabia. In his childhood, he lost his father and his mother went to a mental hospital. Dropped out from school he sold drugs, started gambling, drinking and got involved in all sorts of wrongdoings, in which most of the black population got involved in those days. He even had started doing armed robberies.Finally he was caught by the police. According to him his life in prison was the turning point of his life. 

Despite his troubled life he started studying English and Latin, and even joined the prison debate team. He came to know Elijah Muhammad, to whom he wrote many letters. Inspired by Elijah Muhammad’s personality he became one of his trusted disciples. After completion of his jail sentence, he worked with Elijah Muhammad under the umbrella of nation of Islam, the organization founded by Elijah Muhammad. Due to his hardwork and commitemet Malcolm X was promoted to the rank of national minister by Elijah Muhammad. Some events showed Malcolm X the true face of Elijah Muhammad and differences bteween them became permanent.Later on he formed his own organization, Muslim Mosque, Inc. After performing Hajj, an Islamic ritual, and travelling to Middle East and Africa Malcolm discovered what true Islam was. Malcolm X believed that Islam was the only religion which could foster international brotherhood among communities, and put an end to racial prejudice. He was assassinated in 1965 by a group of black assassins.


Saturday, January 24, 2015

Critical Writing on Ismat Chugtai's Lihaf

English Translation by M.Asaduddin

In this short story, the author dwells upon the social depicts drawn on the independence of women in the pre-partitioned subcontinent. It emphasizes on the earlier Muslim society when women were deprived of their degree of freedom. In the era where women had no right to express their opinion or to have an opinion of their own, in the era where a woman's will was nothing but a question mark.  Here the question of negligence is raised of women in her marriage life. The story triggers toward women identity; influencing the conscious of the society as it reveals the dimensions of life behind the veil of a woman of those times.


Here the author narrates the story of Begum Jaan who is married to a much older Nawab. Nawab and Begum Jaan are two persons totally opposite from each other including in their classes. Their marriage was merely a profitable business deal as Nawab was very rich belonging to a feudal family and Begum Jaan was not quite well-off belonging to a lower-class family. They both were poles apart in their differences, however married to each other proposed by their families. In spite of their odd age difference, Begum Jaan was married by her family as an approving profitable option. This social norm was and even today is practiced in continuity in the society to a large extent.


The lack of independence given to women in marriage plays an important role in the story. Begum Jaan was not allowed to leave the house and was ordered to live a life of segregation and in complete isolation. She was not allowed to meet anyone. Begum Jaan’s presence was primarily as decorative furniture in the house. Whereas, the Nawab was free to indulge in his desires and mysterious hobbies. This also throws light on the issue of gender discrimination and the author also shows the dilemma of women under male domination that focuses onto women oppression. The author creates a patriarchal background in which the woman is suppressed by her husband which is still an unquestionable norm in the society. 


It is completely besieging how such inequality can lead a woman to utter isolation and depression. It is a sympathetic condition for the reader. Nawab was completely void to Begum Jaan’s presence as she had not existed to him. Begum Jaan was completely heartbroken and her pain and loneliness had known no human bounds. Her sexual desires were kept hidden in herself and there was no one to fulfill them. Even the romantic novels and sentimental poetry made her remind of her dejection by the Nawab. 

In their marriage, Nawab completely imprisoned Begum Jaan which was a society norm she had to comply with. Her existence was obscene to Nawab and she couldn't express any gratitude towards their marriage. Her marriage was profound to be a helpless ritual which she had to be in. 

Nawab was completely oblivious to his new bride‟s desires or rather he chose to ignore them. He lacks the imagination to realize the fact that his new bride Begum Jaan has confined to their marriage with certain hopes and desires. He failed to acknowledge the sexual expectation of his new bride. 

The rejection by her husband and the feeling of segregation and isolation in
Begum Jaan developed an intimate attraction between her and Rabbu. To her, Rabbu wasn‟t her slave; it was a more intimate relationship than the typical master-slave relationship. Her homosexual desires were boundless to such extents that she would not hesitate to molest a child while her „slave‟ was on leave. Begum Jaan’s lesbian relationship with Rabbu was due to the rejection of her sexual desires by Nawab. Had her sexual desires been satisfied with Nawab, the lesbian encounter was not to been occurred. This is how the author wants us to understand the idea on deviant sexuality. 

Lihaf needs to be evaluated under the intertwined themes of marriage, suppression of women and neglect of female sexuality and desires. The author emphasizes on feminist perspective raising important questions on marriage and its importance being limited to an economic and social venture.

To me the story is not only about lesbianism. Chugtai wrote this short story in a very bold manner and is very critical about the condition of women in society. She examines the plight of women as they are denied their civil rights, autonomy, and self determination and hence become the victims of socio-cultural injustice. To conclude, this story is merely related to the expression of female psychological desires. The emotional breakdown and neurotic behavior of Begum Jan shows the desperation of women who are deprived of their sexual desires. 

An unsatisfied married woman is vulnerable to her sexual desires and the author wants the reader to understand the female psyche that‟s unique in nature. Women have extreme sexual desires and the author wants to create an idea on the issue of homoerotic desire between women that is wholly unspoken in the society. The author remises as she sympathizes with the sexual repression of women in a middle-class deceitful society. The story ends up horrifically reinforcing on negative stereotypes about lesbianism. The story is ultimately a sad one about loneliness and sexual repression about a woman‟s quest exploring and understanding the sufferings of married life. 

Book Review: My Feudal Lord by Tehmina Durrani





Tehmina Durrani, the ex-wife of Mustafa Khar, a strong political figure in Pakistan has written this book about the events in her life and about her relation with Mustafa Khar. In this writing Tehmina reflects her memories at school and her life before marrying Khar. Belonging to a Pakhtuun clan, she married the Punjabi flamboyant Mustafa Khar, much older than her. She explains role of her husband in political, social, religious, and home run affairs. The young wife of Mustafa criticizes him for having double standards and being a true hypocrite. In addition to that she also elaborates her suffering at the hand of her former husband on small issues. The mental and physical torture she had been a victim of, is clearly mentioned in the book.

 Further she also explains the events in Mustafa’s political career, from exile in London to coming back in Punjab and being arrested by the government. The illegitimate relationships of Mustafa khar have been reflected upon. At one instance she mentions that her children were kidnapped by Mustafa from London and flown to Pakistan. She further explains that he had a strong skill of persuading another person and justifying his own actions. Several times he begged Tehmina not divorce him, by offering excuses and black mailing her of facing severe consequences if she did so. 


According to Tehmina herself,the purpose of writing this book is to make people aware of our politics, our leadership, their values, their mentalities, their Islamic principles and their views regarding women.